Joneh

Every now and then, you'll find i disappear. Although i'm not sure that i was ever here. This makes things so hard. Why are things so hard? Constant noise, it seems its all that i can hear. It won't stop, and so i'm getting out of here. Before i explode. Before traps are set. We who dream of electricity. We who live so unpredictably. This is just my version of the end. See, some things, sometimes they get to you. And i swore this time, i'd give this everything. And i thought i thought maybe i'd found some peace. So i came back home. I should have known. and these swirling patterns, watch  them complicate. And you and

Wake me on the other side, You can hold your breath, I'll be dreaming she's easy. We can always say we tried, If we both come clean, maybe then you can please me. Wake me on the other side, You can hold your breath As the thought of her drags her down. She cries like a baby And she only learned to dream in sound.

"Enough" This is not a phase, this won't be outgrown, i got things to say, I am not alone... you call me a freak, you say that I am weird. I am not the one whose life is filled with fear. I will face the world, and I will take your shit, but all you do is hide and I'm fucking sick of it. I think I've had enough of everything you do, I think I've had enough, I've had enough of you... Who the fuck are you to tell me whos I am? You don't believe in anything, at least I take a stand. You think I should grow up but I think I already have, I'll succeed on my own terms, I'll take what I can grab. I don't think it's fair to judge